Have you ever been in a situation so tricky you watch each step going downhill and yet you’ve no idea of how to get a grip of yourself and you finally lose your balance.. finally start to break down internally (mentally) and everything has to be swept under the rug because what’s kept in you, you know you’re the only one left in this world who’s worthy of knowing every damn thing.

You can’t possibly turn to anyone, because no one can ever give the very right answer to you. That you decided that you’re the only one responsible of everything. That really suck.

When did I ever land myself into this state? Damn, I suddenly feel I’m so unworthy of breathing. Much less talking about having brought to this world. Wished I have better control of myself.