In all honesty, my life hasn’t been much of a smooth sailing journey. Or rather, the past 2 years was quite bad and I guess I gotta save that little faith for 2019 that it could, and hopefully…. ideallyyyyyyyy… turn out to be better. Let’s keep fingers crossed.
Waking up to a bank balance of less than 10 bucks ain’t motivating my year and to make it worst, it wasn’t my action that made this happen. Oh well, oh well. Makes me wonder, how could someone else out there complain about their lives when I’m working so hard yet to only realize it’s all about fixing mistakes not done by myself and I couldn’t do with turning my back against the shit created. That rings a bell on how love was crafted, and what family is all about. But would love the idea if people could learn to appreciate the fact that things don’t come easy and do not take for granted that people will ALWAYS be there for you.
Not wanting to complain, tho it really would sound like it. Dealing with three responsibilities from different organisations isn’t a sound idea for my health, 9am-6pm Mondays to Fridays during the day, Tuesdays, thursdays 8pm-12am… Saturday 12-4pm and 10pm-4am.. Wednesdays, Fridays 10pm-3am…. Someone called me a bull already. I’m really surprised or very much impressed with myself with how much I can push myself on. Not forgetting that I always have to deal with questions “WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS SO BUSY..”
But y’know, to put across that gist in life. Thing about life is that no matter how harsh reality hits you, life still goes on. You know the world doesn’t stop evolving just because you have been hit by a great challenge in life today. Yeah, and so just wanna motivate every single soul who’s feeling very demoralized by a misfortune today that you’re not alone, who knows someone gone thru the worst of the worst, and still hustling thru the dismay.
Chins up, get busy, get shit fixed and keep on moving. It might not work now, but later it would and slowly it would. Keep on believing in yourself ♡♡♡
P/S: To the almighty lord out there, please grant me 100 hours a day because I feel 24 hours a day isn’t enough to handle so much things at one go. *Cold laughs* But if you wouldn’t, granting me some luck and faith that bad things will come to an end and good things would come any sooner, that’d work 😉